Hakuna Matata.

      Happy Anniversary Mommy and Daddy! I love you both! 17 years na kayong kasal <3 Stay strong! Idol ko kayo pagdating sa relationship <3

      Dati, I asked daddy kung pano sila nagkakilala ni mommy. And he used to tell us na nagtitirador daw siya ng mangga sa puno ng mangga nila mommy sa may bakod. Tapos, nakiInom daw sya kila mommy and then, he fell asleep. And when he woke up, nasa church na sila and kinakasal na daw sila. Hahahaah! Meron pang isang story. Mommy, according to daddy, that she “kidnapped” him. Hahahahaha! And mommy, “forced” daddy na ikasal sila. And wala daw nagawa si daddy kung hindi, magYES. hahahaha! Madaming stories. But all I know is. They REALLY REALLY love each other <3 SO MUCH <3 Sana, pag dumating na yung day na ikakasal nako and magkakafamily, sana yung love niyo sa isa’t isa, ganon din samin ng asawa ko <3 Sa buong family natin, tayong family nalang yung buo <3 And sobrang proud ako doon <3 Sana, yun nga, pagnagkafamily nako, yung BOND, sana ganito din <3 Sana pagnagkaFamily ako, maging parents din kayo sa mga baby ko. Para naman pag lumaki sila, magaganda yung mga ugali nila <3 Hahahaha :)) Anyways. Happy Anniversary Mommy and Daddy! I love you both! I miss you Daddy! :( Be safe there in Japan! I love you so muuuuch! :* and you know that. I will always be your little girl :”> Badedeng :) Take care. And for you mommy, I will always be here for you. You’re not just my mother, you are also my teacher and of course my bestfriend :) I love you so much :)

      I LOVE YOU BOTH :* HAPPY ANNIVERSARY AGAIN :) I KNOW YOU GUYS ARE NOW CELEBRATING YOUR ANNIVERSARY NA HINDI MAGKASAMA. PERO KAHIT GANON, DISTANCE MEANS NOTHING SAINYONG DALAWA <3 TRUE LOVE IT IS <3 I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU :*

    I dedicate this post, of course, sa aking mommy :)

      Who is your mom? What kind of mom is your mom? Can you call someone a “mom” even though that person isn’t really your mom? Is she someone you can trust? Can you consider her as your best friend? Do you love her? How much do you love her? Can you even measure your love for her? Are you proud of your mom? Will you do anything for her just to make her happy? Questions that’ll tell what kind of a son/daughter are you. These are just a few questions about a “MOTHER”.

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  I had this “Sudden Passion” for books. Before, I hate reading one. Like novels etc. etc. I just read collection of short stories of The Grimm Brothers and many more. Well, that was before. This late summer of 2012, I started to look for one. Like, there’s this something in me that’s so weird I want to read. As in READ. Not just those short stories and everything, but books. Like, books of Mitch Albom or Paulo Coelho or anything that when I start to read, I won’t get bored. When my mom knew that I want to read, she then started to laugh because of I don’t know, maybe because of happiness? Hahaha! I really don’t know.

      The first book that caught my emotions is the book, The Chinese Cinderella: The true story of an unwanted daughter by Adeline Yen Mah. This is about a girl living in a life full of misery. She was considered a “bad luck” after her mother gave birth to her. Life does not get easier when her father remarries. She and her siblings are subjected to disdain, while her half brother and sister are thoroughly spoiled. Although Adeline wins prizes at school, they are not what she really yearns for. It’s the love and understanding of her family. This book really made me cry because it is so heartbreaking.

      Tuesday’s with Morrie: an old man, a young man, and life’s greatest lesson by Mitch Albom is the book I’m currently getting attached to. I’m not yet done with it. But there’s this part where in my heart started to melt. I really felt the message in it. I don’t know if I’m that emotional or maybe I’m overreacting? But no, that’s how I feel. I just can feel it you know. Well, this book is about a professor and his student. Their relationship is very intimate. And when his student graduated, Mitch Albom(student) promised Morrie Schwartz(professor) they will stay in touched. But that never happened. And when the day came(nearly 20 years after Morrie became Mitch’s professor), Mitch visited Morrie in the last months of the old man’s life. Morrie Schwartz had this Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis(ALS), Lou Gehrig’s disease, a brutal, unforgiving illness of the neurological system. There is no cure in this disease. Well, here is a message from the author(I guess):

      “Maybe it was a grandparent, or a teacher, or a colleague. Someone older, patient and wise, who understood you when you were young and searching, helped  you see the world as a more profound place, gave you sound advice to help you make your way through it.

      For Mitch Albom, that person was Morrie Schwartz, his college professor from nearly 20 years ago.

      Maybe, like Mitch, you lost track of this mentor as you made your way, and the insights faded, and the world seemed colder. Wouldn’t you like to see that person again, ask the bigger questions that still haunt you, receive wisdom for your busy life today the way you once did when you were younger.

      Mitch Albom had that second chance. He rediscovered Morrie in the last months of the older man’s life. Knowing he was dying, Morrie visited with Mitch in his study every Tuesday, just as they used to back in college. Their rekindled relationship turned into one final “class”: lessons in how to live.

      Tuesday’s with Morrie is a magical chronicle of their time together, through which Mitch shares Morrie’s lasting gift with the world.”

      This book is a MUST READ. Heart-captivating. Very wonderful book.

      Anyway. Next in line is Like the Flowing River by Paulo Coelho. It is an intimate collection of Paulo Coelho’s reflections and short stories, written from 1998 to 2005. These are powerful tales of living and dying, of destiny and choice, of love lost ad found. Sometimes humorous, sometimes serious, but always profound, this book, like all Coelho’s work, explores what it meas to be truly alive.

      The book I really want to buy right now is The Hunger Games and the other two books. :> Hmm. I guess that’s it for now. :)

      I have crush na nga grabe :”> Syempre. CSB. Daming gwapo noh :”> <3 Hahaha! First day. Una kong naging crush si Hello Kitty(Kiko). Tapos si Pres.(Bryan). Tapos si Bball Player(Apa) <3 Haha! Si Bball Player, naging crush ko lang siya kasi, medyo nasakanya yung gusto ko sa guy. Suplado, Basketball player. :”> Tapos naGustuhan ko siya lalo nung niRecite niya yung meaning ng PE and PF. Grabe. Memorize niya. As in. Lahat. Haha <3 Si President naman. Kaya ko siya nagustuhan kasi kamukha niya yung family friend namin na gwapo :”> hihi <3 Crush na crush ko yon kasi Mr. Engineer daw siya sa HAU :”> <3 Hihi. Tapos gentleman siya. Anyways. Ayon. Tapos naman si Hello Kitty, naging crush ko siya kasi ang galing niya sa Sudoku :”> Eh gusto ko din nagsSudoku. Kaya ayon <3 Hahaha. Sila ginagawa kong inspiration :”> Hahaha! Para naman may gana ako mag-aral ng mabuti Hahaha! And gusto ko nga pala magDL. Sana magDL akoooo. :( Kaya ko ‘to! Pray Pray Pray and syempre, STUDY. HAHAHA! Excited na’kong pumasok dahil saknila :”> Hihi.

June 02 2012

      Grabe!! Can’t believe this. College na’ko from DLS-CSB. FROSH. An HRIM student. :”> First day. SOBRANG loner ako. As in. Pero may mga nagpapakilala. They’re nice :) Sila yung unang nagaapproach and magpapakilala or makikipagkwentuhan :) Masaya naman :) Naglibot libot ako sa school kasi wala akong ginagawa. Haha! Anyways. May 21 nagstart yung classes namin. Kami yung pinakamaaga! Tri-sem kasi. Haha! Maganda naman yung sched ko. Everyday, 8 am start ng classes. And half day ako lagi :> PinakaLate kong paguwi is 2:40 pm(Tuesdays) Pero kahit ganon, wala naman kwenta -.- Eh pano kasi, umuuwi pa din ako sa Pamp EVERYDAY -.- Sana matapos na yung bahay don. Para hindi na hassle masyado. Haha. Ayon, nagkaFriends na’ko. Halos lahat sila friends ko na. Masaya silang kasama and walang arte :) Kalokohan ang alam. Haha! Nakakasama ko ngayon si Mikka Devis, Micah Gatus. Tapos minsan sina Pam Mendoza and friends. Sina Nica Cruz and Aldee din minsan :D Nung una, sobrang naiiyak ako kasi sobrang iba sa high school. Pero eventually, nagiging okay bawat day <3 Sana tuloy tuloy na ‘to :)

      I had this “Almost Lover” Haha. Kaso bigla nalang niya kong iniwan. Nung pumunta akong Japan for a vacation, okay naman kami bago yon. Umalis kami ng katapusan ng March. Tapos, okay naman nung una. Tapos bigla, nawawala sweetness niya sa chat ganon. April 2 yung nung nagstart na. Napansin ko na. Pero kahit napapansin ko na na ganon, sweet pa din ako saknya syempre :) Pero siya, wala pa din. :( Tapos, kauwi ko. Di man siya nagtext or tumawag or nagyaya lumabas :( Hinayaan ko siya. Hanggang sa tinext ko siya ng sobrang haba. Tatlong messages na mahahaba. Hindi siya nagreply. Kahit sinabi ko na “Wag ka magrereply.” Haha! </3 Masakit syempre. Dati, sobrang gusto niya na bumalik yung samin pag college na. Pero ngayon, wala na :( Iniwan niya ko sa ere </3 Sana sinabi niya sakin na ayaw niya na or magffocus na siya sa studies niya. Pero no. Wala siyang sinabi kahit ano. Hinayaan niya lang ako. And nagagalit ako sakanya hanggang ngayon. >.< Bitter? IDGAF -.-

      After non, hindi na kami nagkita. Nagkita nalang kami nung Wednesday(First week ng class) Tapos sobrang awkward pa! Nung una kasi, nakita ko siya, kasama si Dei Dizon and Justin Tan. Tapos, tinawag ko si Dei para magHi. Tas lumapit ako saknila. Pero di ko siya tintignan kasi, yon nga, galit ako sakanya talaga. Yung galit na may pain. Ganon naffeel ko. Pero love ko pa siya. And nung nakita ko siya non, SOBRANG SAYA ko lang -.- Haha! Anyways. Edi yon, nagHi ako kay Dei, tapos nagHi din si Dei sakin. Tas nagHi siya and nagHi din ako sakanya. Pero yun nga, awkward. Haha! NagHi siye pero nakatingin siya sa phone niya. Tapos si Dei, nagstart na siyang manginis ng bonggang bongga. So ako, nagWalk out. Syempre hindi naman ako comfortable sa ganon. Kasi fresh pa yung wounds :> Haha!

      Friday, same week, sabay sabay kaming umuwi nila Lyka So, Jonas(cousin) and siya. Tapos sobrang awkward na naman kami. Haha! Kapag naguusap silang tatlo, nasa sulok ako, kunyare nagtetext and tahimik. Kapag kaming tatlo naman yung naguusap, ganon din ginagawa niya. Tapos nagkkwentuhan kami ni Lyka about sa mga buhay buhay namin kasi tagal na din naming hindi nagkkwentuhan. Ayon. NaOpen ko saknya mga nangyare samin. NagOpen din siya sakin :( Sobrang saklap lang ng nangyare samin :( Iniiwan kami :( Pero friends na ata sina Lyka and Macalino ngayon e :”> At least diba. Anyways :)) Ayon. Sobrang awkward nga kami talaga. Tapos nagtext siya nung Sunday. NagpapaSorry siya and niAsk niya kung galit daw ba ako saknya. I forgot na kung anong nireply ko. And niAsk niya kung pwede daw bang balik na kami sa dati as friends and parang magkapatid. :( Naiyak ako kasi ayoko ng ganon :( Syempre :( <//3 I replied “Wag muna ngayon.” And then he said “Hindi naman ako nagmamadali.” After that, he texted me again. Sabi niya his mother saw my love letters for him. Matagal na yon. And sobrang dami. 30 na maliliit and 4 na isang buong calligraphy paper. Grabe lang. Haha! Ganon ko siya kaLove <3 DATI. Hahaha! And then I asked him what was his mother’s reaction. Tas sabi niya, I must treat him muna before niya sabihin -.- So I treated him sa condo nila. Tapos niyaya niya ko sa room niya to eat. Doon sana kami kakain. Kaso sira yung elevator kaya umuwi nalang ako. GUESS WHAT?! Tinanong lang pala ng mommy niya kung sino nagbigay non saknya. Hay nakoo. -.- Nabadtrip ako don. Haha! Pero okay lang naman.

      2nd week ng college. Mga Thursday or Wednesday? He went to my room to borrow folder. My classmates asked me if he’s my boyfriend. Sabi ko “Yih. Hindi. Wag kayong ganyan.” Hahahaha! Tapos. Nung Friday. Sabay sabay na naman kaming umuwi. Pero this time, wala si Jonas. Kasi may gagawin daw na schoolwork. So ako, Lyka and siya lang yung umuwi. E ako, sa isang bus ako. Si Lyka nagpapasama pa sakanya para umuwi. Ayon, ako lang magisa sa bus. As in napapaiyak ako. Oh! I forgot something. Haha! When we were waiting for the LRT, nanginis sya. About kabastusan. Tas hindi ako nagreact kasi, yon nga. Hindi ako comfortable sa ganon. Parang napansin niya. And then inano niya yung face ko. Yung parang pinunas ganon. Hahaha!

      Kahapon. Nagtext siya. Nung umaga. Sabi niya next time, wag daw akong uuwi magisa and wag daw ganon suot ko. Akala ko kung anong suot. Yun pala kasi, I was wearing pink bra and our uniform is corpo(white long sleeves and black skirt). Sa isip ko “Wag kang ganyan. Nagmmove on ako ditooo.” HAHAHAHA! Nireply ko nalang “Okaaay. :))” Yon. Haha! Tinext ko siya, e kasi, nasakin yung mga files niya. Like yung seatworks etc. E same kami ng seatwork. So I asked him kung sino prof nila sa Corwrit. And magkaiba kami ng prof pero same yung seatwork or diagnostic test. He asked me kung anong score ko. E wala pang results. Sabi niya, if papasa ako doon, he’ll treat me. Pero sabi niya pagluluto niya ko. And he asked me kung ano gusto ko, sabi ko Beef with Brocolli. Yung magluluto pala is yung yaya niya. Hahaha! Ayon. Kakatext niya lang and luto na daw yung food <3 hahahaha! Pero nakakainis siya. Ang layo layo kaya ng condo nila. Bwiset. >.< That’s it for today?? Hahaha! <3

<3Yengiee